The Essence...

I just want you to know
Your whole being is beautiful

 

Alright.. Finished working out, And had some time on my hands.. And You know by now my mind is a wonderland full of random observations and thoughts that cloud my mind constantly to keep me sane in some sense.. 

I caught myself staring at this girl in the supermarket. yea. I know.. she works there.. she saw me glancing at her, and she gave me a dirty look. I started to get angry like WtF? what was that for? but Being so in the middle, I calmed down and said, "Oh, she must think im one of the "regular guys" that come in here looking for sum pussy.. Which is the curse of me.. I don't think anyone will ever truly know how my mind works.. Most guys do look at females like that... But I'm More fascinated with the essence....

what is the essence I Speak of? 

Well for those who care.. Women .. the good ones... you can't put it into words.. 

Just sitting back and appreciating those small things a woman does.. to be... well.. A woman...

Putting the best smelling lotion.. all over their body..

Spraying body spray on every inch of their skin. 

Making sure her hair is just right..

Her lips glossed, and the thought she puts into dressing up for each occassion...

That's why I cant stand a dirt bag manly broad... That just is what it is.. traits of a dirty nicca.. Makes me sick.. 

So me looking a woman is just admiring the beauty & those small things she does... but ahh! doesn't matter.. 

Because even that is fleeting nowadays.. With females not caring, throwing on run down ugg boots, and I swear I can smell them through the shoe...

But hey.. Months later, my stance still hasn't wavered on not looking for a mate.. so its just my random mind walking down that hectic highway....

Until next time....

Signed.. A lost Breed... .